here's the lyrics I've come this far and I won't s... (ещё)here's the lyrics I've come this far and I won't stop now It's become so hard and I don't know how to Get my head straight and keep it clear Because there's no room in my life for fear I was close to giving up because it got too tough They pushed me close to the edge and I have had enough I was trying so hard to find an easy way out It's so fucking hard to find an easy way out When there's nothing to live for, I live for myself Make the choices for me, and fuckin' nobody else When the light starts to dim and the hope starts to fade I take a look at my life and the progress I've made Life gets hard but you deal with it It will give you shit, but you don't have to kneel in it Destructive thoughts were always about Trying so hard to find an easy way out My thoughts are making my head start aching My hands are shaking, I can't take the pain, I'm breaking My hope is fading, I'm hesitating But I'm not waiting anymore tonight to die And I'm all out of decisions And my back's against the wall And I have no motivation Or opinions at all And no one really knows me And no one ever will And no one fucking owns me I'm back to thoughts of taking pills You might also like My Disease Left (MI) Mind (Last Nerve) Left (MI) Insecurity Left (MI) My thoughts are making my head start aching My hands are shaking, I can't take the pain, I'm breaking My hope is fading, I'm hesitating But I'm not waiting anymore tonight to die It's so fucking hard to find an easy way out We're always trying so hard to find an easy way out We're always trying so hard to find an easy way out We're always trying so hard to find an easy way out We're always trying so hard Another night wasted trying to find A way to clear his tainted mind Knife in hand he's gonna try Making friends with suicide Suicide, suicide My thoughts are making my head start aching My hands are shaking, I can't take the pain, I'm breaking My hope is fading, I'm hesitating But I'm not waiting anymore tonight to die Die, die (меньше)